The results of my biopsy are in and … I need another biopsy. Woo.
The nurse told me I have CIN2 which you can read about here so I don’t have to try and fail to explain it – https://g.co/kgs/pC0jCo
Short version, it’s not cancer but it could be, which is why I need more scooping.
Right now I’m waiting for the doctor to tell me how soon I need to go back to Muskegon. This time, twilight sedation will not be enough, I’ll need to be admitted to a hospital and go all the way under. Step aside, Valium, this is a job for … well for something stronger, but I don’t know what they’ll use on me.
This is not how I pictured vanlife going. I don’t want to bounce back to Muskegon every few weeks to get probulated, and then cry in my van alone. It’s been so good to be around friends these last couple weeks since I launched. I’ve been painting! And drinking! And singing!
I’m scared and angry and impatient.
So, no pressure, as usual nothing is expected and everything is appreciated. If you wanted to drop a dollar in my virtual hat, I will use that money for fuel and for distracting myself with chocolate. I’m not exactly in the jolliest of moods to be making balloon animals on the street, as was my original plan. Please and thank you. paypal.me/smkovac